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What am I afraid of?
I'm afraid I'll never make films ever again.
I'm afraid I'll never make films for the rest of my life.
I'm afraid I'll never be rich.
I'm afraid I'll never have a wife and kids.
I'm afraid I'm going to be homeless forever.
I'm afraid I'm going to be in prison or in mental hospitals forever.
I miss everything. I miss how my life used to be. I miss the good life. But was it really a good life? In retrospect, yes and no. Things were really bad during 2007-2012. Then things only got worse during 2013-2015 as the targeted individual tactics against me escalated. Then things got much much much worse than that during 2016-2024. There were some good moments, though, in a raging growing sea of bad moments.
I don't necessarily want my life back, per se.
I just want the next chapter to be an amazing life that I haven't experienced yet. Something fresh, new, and liberating.
I want the next chapter to be where: the Jewish Illuminati targeted individual tactics, gangstalking tactics, MK ULTRA tactics, and COINTELPRO tactics to stop happening against me; I write, produce, and direct the best films of all time for the rest of my lifetime; I become rich and globally famous; I'll have a wife and family; I'll have a house of ours; I'll never be in prison nor in mental hospitals; I'll never be medicated ever again; I wouldn't be cancelled nor replaced anymore.
That's just a small fraction of what I want the next chapter to be.
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