These prayers recently (these PRAYERS FOR JUSTICE and PRAYERS FOR THE RESTORATION OF THE KINGDOM OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST) are taking such a psychological and emotional toll on me. I feel so extremely burdened by all of these numerous prayers. It's way too much. It's like I have to take on the whole world. It's like I have to save the world from apocalyptic destruction. It's like I have to fight in this Revolutionary War against organized evil "powers that be". I'm not a soldier; I'm an artist. I'm a film director.
I've already prayed those prayers enough. I've already openly published all of those prayers. They are reflective of my concerns and wants. It's on record. It's archived. I don't have to worry about it anymore. I've already prayed those prayers enough.
I'm considering going back to only one prayer per day, and that prayer would be that I write produce and direct ONLY 13 major full length narrative motion pictures, and that they will all be absolutely excellent masterpieces of cinema.
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